I'm not strong enough to love you... I... ... feel like you're part of my soul... white hot...

Every thing I feel for you is overwhelming..

I hope that you're okay... I hope that you are happy.. I hope that you are enjoying your time with your son...

I breath you in.. and every thought is ruled by you..

Be well and know that I only want you happy...

Serendipity

I write here with safety because I know no one ever reads this blog. I don't think anyone really knows that it's here. I guess that's a very good thing. A place for me to keep my thoughts open yet a place for others to come and read... If they really want.


I miss you. I think about you ever moment of every day.

Constant.

You know... that if you go to my twitter account.. my _livetoday account that the last word I posted the last real post.. I posted ONE word.... November 9th....serendipity.... I remember telling myself that I wanted NOTHING to do with you or the way you made me feel.

*SIGH*

I remember talking to a friend of mine... telling her.... that you were to much for me... you were too intense...

I remember.. thinking that the song "BooM" by Anjulie... fit everything..

To say the least....

I miss you with every breath.... I miss you and it feels like it's killing me...

I miss you like no other...

and it makes me angry.... because I don't think that you do miss me.. not one bit..

There was a time were we'd not go more then 5 hours without talking... and now it's days.....

If there is someone else... I hope she loves you... and I hope that she makes you happy...

serendipity........