April 12, 2011

The ...

I feel alone and hurt. I don't know which way to go or if I should go any way at all. I keep looking yet I feel lost. I can see anyone around me and everything looks vast and far away. I keep hoping that someone anyone I know will show up. I'm not running or walking. I just seem to be floating around and searching. I roll ideas through my mind as to where people are or where I can look for them. Yet I can't seem to make anything happen. I wake up in a panic. Alone in a dark room with nothing but a cat and the hum of things around me......... ....

April 10, 2011

These Dreams

Seem more like real life. I was in the car and I was driving. Though I was upset because I didn't know where I was going Or why. I just knew I had to get there. I just knew I had to be at that place. Wherever it was in my dream. I could see the sun going down as I drove and it scared me because I knew I was running out of time.

I woke up panicked and scared....